Leaving

I miss a lot of things.

Like the sound of your heartbeat through the machine that kept you alive. Or was it the picture of a line dipping and climbing, which looked loud, like a sound?

And I know I would have heard silence had it flattened out

But it didn’t.

You did.

And (take credit), your exit was indistinguishable from the dawn

and my earphones recorded the motion of breath in each song,

so many breaths before I noticed / you were gone.

O.K. That is a lot for a short moment

that lasted less than a second

of breath.

Breathe!

And where were you in all of this?

Recording sound and breath and absence like you owned it.

No.

Stipulations say that details in absentia cause misdemeanors of flight.

You left without warning,

the tarmac still warm from releasing your traction

Come back and I will explain how you never were supposed to leave like that

without me.